Failed today

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Things I've Eaten Today:
Leftover Chili & Crackers
Fruit Punch Slushy
Friendly's Appetizer Sampler (bad bad Mozz. Sticks, Quesadillas, Onion Rings)
Grilled Chicken Caesar Salad
Reese's Pieces Sundae


Activities: Nothing...

The Flux

Friday, August 22, 2008

Things I've Eaten Today:
Bowl of Smores Cereal (so damn good!)
Blimpie Chicken Salad sub & Macaroni Salad
Mountain Dew
Leftover Chili w/Crackers
Green Tea Slushy

Activities:-

Mike brought me lunch today at work since I couldn't leave (boss is on vacation). We sat in my office and ate, it was kinda fun. I feel my work is like my other house, I'm probably here more than my own home sadly. It's funny how people's lives center around their work and are defined by what they do. I don't feel that way, I just feel like I spend a lot of time here, mentally and physically. I can't wait till I get a job that defines me.

Speaking of work I noticed awhile back that I dropped like 10 lbs by not eating a full meal here. I'm not burning that many calories sitting, no reason to take in more than 200 or so the whole day. I started getting "office ass" as it's called, I had to knock that shit out. Another thing that helped is that nobody is here anymore! They ate out DAILY so I would often partake in that. Nobody here to do that anymore. They also took away our vending machine, which I would get a Coke several times a week. I generally just eat my 100 calorie packs when I feel the hunger pangs and drink water. Works for me.

I've found that I have to take the Pepcid whenever I'm gonna eat somethingy acidy. Otherwise, it's reflux city which is fucking annoying...I can't stop clearing my throat and it feels like there something there. It works pretty good, hopefully I won't have to take it forever.

Crapapple

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Things I've Eaten Today:
Bowl of Smores Cereal
Caesar Salad (half portion)
Chili w/cheddar biscuits & reduced fat Ritz
Homemade Fruit Punch Slushy


Activities: Walk with Mike!


I like walking with Mike..we get to BS about stuff and just talk about stuff going on. He really is my best friend, always has been, always will be. Good stuff.

Unpretty

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Things I've Eaten Today:
Bowl of Smores Cereal
100 Calorie Pack Chocolate/Caramel Chex
Caesar Salad
Baked Scrod w/Salad, Fries
Medium DQ Blizzard


Activities: ...sigh

Haven't been feeling like doing much lately..kind of depressing, just stressed at work (my boss is on vacation so I have to cover..craziness), and by the time I get home I'm just dead mentally. I have been doing good at work though eating only 100 calorie packs and salad.

Had a self esteem drop today, went to old navy to shop..forgot that they don't have my size, fuckers. I tried some stuff on that seemed okay but god damn it just looks like I'm pregnant. Belly fat is not sexy on a lady. Stupid mirrors in their changing rooms make you all fat.

Excuses

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Things I've Eaten Today:
Smores Cereal
Salad
Totino's Pizza
Couple Cheetos
Couple bites of homemade pumpkin ice cream
Fruit Punch Slush

Activities:





Man I haven't done shit in days. I've just been burying myself in reading comics & watching shows that I just don't feel like getting up, it's awful. And then Mike has extended hours at work for back to school, so he's not home in the evenings to go walk with me.



And I got my ice cream attachment for my mixer yesterday so tonight is homemade ice cream night. Evil!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Things I've Eaten Today:
Bowl of Smores Cereal
Salad
Leftover Pasta & Bread (only ate half)
Popsicle
PB & J Sammich


Activities: -


Bah, I skipped yesterday..and for the life of me I can't remember what I ate half the day, so chalk that one up as a loss.

But, weigh in, I lost 2 lbs, so that's something, whooha!